I just woke up and im not sleepy (woke up at 11:00am). *sign* welll guy friend left and now i have no one the talk to... and with no one to talk to i get bored.and sad.

Friday July 18th...   ~nyaaa

My Guy friend Taylor left &&i cant text him bc of my Mom :'(... &&I went to skateworld and i almost boke my leg.(it still hurts like heck). So Yeah... It was fun until i got pushed and yea.. so i couldnt Skate, just sit and stand, and walk a lil, *sign* it not a fun day -__- ~nyaa

TODAY July 19th...~nyaa

dont wanna go any where -_-. not even the mall i wanna go to the mall anymore. not until i have to get clothes for school :'( . Im very bored now. and hungry. but... Yea. im starting to act like a cat and stuff like rubbing my eyes like a cat.. im use to that and i cant stop that O_O sooo watevah not really much to do this summer. eh? im starting to have weird and funny and death dreams now. like how Icecream tuck took over the world and Macaroni Ninjas like cut them in half to save the world yea. that was a weird dream. or or ummm. how umm your playing poker with a lot of ghost and stuff. and if you lose you die. and all the ghost and your friends died but you and you bf. lol i didnt get this one... 100 vampire are in you house try to suck you familys blood. but you family get away. but not you. you run to the highway and then..(weird part)... then... you see a girl dress as a bird riding a car with no top O_O. lol. my death dream is mostly about like my past and how like the devil want to kill anything i have ... or demons... yea those dream are my nightmares. my happy happy dream are.. when i daydream o-o only daydream... my nightdream when like only nightmares, weird, funny, and just plane weird.~nyaa

Still i dont wanna go anywhere i just wanna stay home and relax and stuff... BUT THEY KEEP TALKING ABOUT FOOD o-o FOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!! i want milk now =3 ~nyaa

^o^ lol im done writeing for now if anything happen in going to start writeing again.. hehe..~nyaa

Love my Kylan ~nyaa

My Bf, Kylan Lives In a Different Place Or State, He wanted to live near in so he ask he mom and dad if They can live somwhere near Me... When he moved in i was so Happy but months later (3-10 months) a team or 6-10 girl beated me to death By Hiting Or shooting Bullets at me... 30 mins later (yea long time)... The Fight Was Done And I was Still laying on the floor, A Min Later Kylan saw me laying there with blood on me and a least 3 bullet shots in me...He Carry in To The Hospital as Fast as he could, I told him to slow down, and said word that made him cry slowing (my Words "Kylan iF i Dont Make It This is my Last words, I love you and i'll Never Leave you")

In the Hospital, My Family sat with Kylan and  talk to him about thing and about me, While the doctors and nurses tryed to help me live.. But all they can to is take out the bullets and stop the bleeding... 2 day later, I was still on the in the hospital in bed... and not breathe well.. Then my Heart beats start to stop beating. Doctor Nurse and more came in and try to help me breathe and make Heart beats but... nothing... nothing happen. Doctor Said they Failed and they wanted to Give up... To take the tobes out... Kylan was cry so much bc he didnt want me to died right in front of him with out deading with me... So when i was really death they took out the tobes... and when every one was gone... Kylan stabed or shot himself to have death with me...

And before he did He put a note on the table saying   "I love you and ill die and stay with you too"

and then a two new born was in a other room too... and gess who if was........... Me and Kylan Being ReBored

But The rest was washed away by my mom who woke me up just to ask me to go the the store with her ._.